so mad

well, I called my neurologist again left a message cussed a little said what was going on. Then maybe a half hour later I started to hear the phone ring and on the caller id was there number so I booked ass to the phone. They only let it ring ONCE. How is a fat girl suppose to answer the phone in one ring? Can you tell me that. grrrrr i am so upset my brain hurts so bad you don't even understand. Its different then the usual pain is like a zappy twisty gouging feeling in your brain. It also feels like someone drop kicked my head into next year. The back of the going down the neck is also painful. Were can i get answers if i can't get answers from my providers?